化身之歌
(与宇宙共创之用
我们内在小孩的神谕)

歌曲名称:

我依然爱你

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我用叛逆吸引世界的目光
我站在远方，不闪躲，不隐藏
我早就习惯光年间的考验

我不是追随者，也不是评判者
我只是我，不需要你来定义我人格
你是竞争者又怎样？
我看透你心底最真实的渴望

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我的叛逆，吸引了竞争者
而我不争，我也不退
我就是我，无论你是谁
我依然是我，即使你是竞争者
我依然爱你，不是因为你如何回应
而是我已经完整，不再怕你靠近

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我自负，我操控，筑起防线

我讨好，我冲动 可我不会走进你设的陷

我干扰逻辑，只因我不想顺从你的路径

我靠近你，不是屈服，是选择坦然
爱你，不是为了证明我值不值得被爱
你不需要认同我
我早已在星海中，自我点燃光彩

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我的叛逆，吸引了竞争者
而我不是来征服你
我就是我，无论你是谁
我依然是我，即使你是竞争者
我依然爱你，不是出于缺或怕
而是这份爱，是我灵魂真实的表达

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你可以试探我，质疑我，拒绝我
但我不退缩，不崩塌
这爱不需要你回应或转化
它是我宇宙中的一种能量

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我依然是我，即使你是竞争者，我依然爱你
你越是锋利，我越是坚定
我不为你改，也不想你改
我们都燃烧，就在这银河的边界之外
这不是牺牲，是纯粹的相爱
在这星系团中，我依然自由，也依然深爱

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你是谁不重要
我是谁，才是我爱的起点

Song Title:

Becoming In Hiding

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I walk the line no one sees
A shadow echo, soft and clean
Speak in silence, guard the flame
I play the part but hide the name

I have long dull midnight blue hair
It flows like silence in the air
A quiet crown I choose to wear
To show I'm here, but never dare

Your words, they try to draw me out
But fear is louder than the shout
Still I breathe, still I stay
Though my soul fades day by day

I am the Medium —
The keeper of the quiet drum
The broken mirror in disguise
Suppress the storm behind my eyes

Call of invisibility
A dark moon's insecurity
When I hide, I'm showing more —
My true self knocks on every door

Humanoid scarecrow, stiff with dread
I hang in stillness, full of thread
Sacrificed what made me burn
To hold the peace I never earn

Cold protection, ice-wrought shell
I numb the needs I used to tell
Mutation of a truer form —
I stay intact by being torn

“Your insecurity reminds you…”
To set the line
To cross the line
To be the self I keep confined

Broken mirror, fractured light —
I am the wrong that feels so right
Passive waves, aggressive tides
My silence speaks where truth still hides

I am the Medium —
Not weak, but wired to overcome
The fear that shapes my shadow form
Becomes the fire I keep warm

Call of invisibility
Still leads me to my destiny
When I’m afraid to show my face —
That’s when I take my truest place

I reveal myself…
In the fear to reveal myself…
I am the Medium…
I am

Song Title:

Let Them Shine

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I wear the dark like a velvet crown
So others can rise when I'm feeling down
My shadows stretch across the floor
While they find wings they never saw before

They boast, they bloom, they stand so tall
While I stay quiet and watch it all
My silence speaks what they can't hear
I face the fear to make theirs disappear

I’m the Aura Star, I let them shine
I burn alone so they feel divine
My self-doubt is a spark, not a crime

I let the world glow through my darker time

I’m the mirror for the brave and the scarred
The one who breaks so they rise hard
I fall so they can find the climb
Aura Star… I let them shine

Iron arm but it’s breaking fast
Spikes of doom from a heavy past
Too sweet a taste, they take and leave
Still I smile with nothing up my sleeve

Survival mode with every breath
Toxic smoke in a gown of death
But I show fear with open grace
So they can find their shining place

I’m the Aura Star, I let them shine
I burn alone so they feel divine
My self-doubt is a spark, not a crime

I let the world glow through my darker time

I’m not the hero in the tale
I’m the wind behind their sail
Fallen world upon my back
So they don’t have to feel the cracks

Ants fear, too small to count
But I hold space for their amount
In my silence, they roar loud
In my shadow, they feel proud

I’m the Aura Star, I let them shine
My pain’s the pulse beneath the line
Their boast is my design
Let them glow — it’s by design

So let them rise, I’ll take the fall
I’m the one who shows it all
Aura Star…
Let them shine

Song Title:

I Place Moons In Space

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I rise from void, from shadow's breath
Where silence sings of life and death
My dark becomes my guiding light
I bloom in black, I birth the white

I feared the pain, so I made play
I danced the night to feel the day
My ego screamed, and I awoke
In every wound, a secret spoke

I’m the Space Creator, born of night
I shape the stars from inner fight
I place planets in my creation
Each one holds my transformation

Avoiding ugly makes me rise
I carve a path through hidden skies
From restless dreams and haunted halls
I build my world where starlight calls

Afraid of truth too sharp to touch
I weave illusions into much
I dream too big, I feel too fast
But even chaos finds its path

Strange occult dance, I move unseen
Between the lines of what has been
Overindulged, I sink, I soar
My hunger opens cosmic doors

I thread galaxies through the seams
Of nightmares, visions, wildest dreams

I’m the Space Creator, born of night
I shape the stars from inner fight
I place planets in my masterpiece
Each one holds my transformation

Avoiding ugly makes me rise
I carve a path through hidden skies
From restless dreams and haunted halls
I build my world where starlight calls

Impractical, emotional
But every flaw becomes a spell
The darker parts I used to flee
Are now the roots that set me free

“My beauty comes from avoiding being ugly
My pain becomes my power
My space... becomes my freedom”

I’m the Space Creator, this is my rite
From nothingness, I birth the night
I place moons like sacred signs
They orbit truths I’ve left behind

Avoiding pain, I found my flame
Avoiding boredom, I built a game
My ugly past, my sacred ground
I am the space, where truth is found

I shape the void, I bend the law
In shadow’s light, I stand in awe
I map the stars with raw emotion
I am the space, the wild devotion

Song Title:

I Don’t Wait For Adventures

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I strike like thunder in the dead of night
Eyes like lightning, soul set alight
Over the edge, I walk alone
Wielding chaos like a burning throne

I don’t wait, I don’t ask why
Push too hard and you’ll see me fly
Too much power, too much fire
Born of war, bred for desire

Adventurer of Storm!
The sky bends to my command
I rage like waves that drown the land
Your domination — possesses you
But I command the storm like chosen few

Adventurer of Storm!
No mercy left in this domain
I crush through time like a hurricane
Too much, too fast, too raw to tame
I am who I am — I own the name!

Remote assault, precision death
Beauty wrapped in final breath
Solar chains around the sun
I dominate till war is won

Creativity that breaks the law
My chaos carves with sharpened claw
A phantom in a neon tide
A pitfall waits where secrets hide

Force of nature, uncontrollable
Ancient drake, uncontainable
Impatient spark, I leap, I burn
From careless pits, I never learn

Spendthrift soul in shadow’s kiss
I give it all — no hit, no miss
Possessed by bloodline, fire-born
You call me storm, I call it form

Adventurer of Storm!
A crown of lightning on my brow
Too aggressive? Try me now
Your domination — possesses you
But I broke the chains and forged it new

Adventurer of Storm!
I fight, I fall, I rise again
One soul, too fierce to comprehend
Too much, too wild, too far, too soon
My chaos dances under blood-red moons

I am overly capable...
I am overly competitive…

I am overly creative...
I am overly controlling...
I am who I am
I am the Adventurer of Storm

Song Title:

Ally In The Night

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I sense the shift, I smell the lie
You come too close — I won’t ask why
I’ve walked through fire, I’ve tasted pain
Now I strike like shadowed rain

I’m blunt to the blunt — no holding back
Suspicious minds? I’m on that track
Forceful to the force of dark
Every scar, my battle mark

My reactivity speaks my truth
It pulls the dark side out in you
With two axes, I split the air
No mercy left, I do not care
The night responds when I embark —
I am the Force of Dark

I argue sharp, I never bend
I’ll break your limits to defend
If you demand, I’ll give you more
Bone-breaking wrath you can’t ignore

Inside, a viking’s war still roars
I burn through silence, kick down doors
Suspicion creeps beneath my skin
I spin the whirlwind deep within

Two-axe strikes and thundered lore
I battle words with sharpened aim
And break through pressure without shame
Fiery storms ignite in me
I’m quick to shield, quick to flame
My force reacts — I own that name

My reactivity speaks my truth
It pulls the dark side out in you
With two axes, I split the air
No mercy left, I do not care
The night responds when I embark —
I am the Force of Dark

I don’t retreat, I face the fight
Dark is my ally in the night
I act, I strike, I don’t rewind —
I wield the force they fear to find
I am the Force of Dark

Song Title:

Alien Awakening

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I wake to the weight of a dim, hollow sun
Clocking my soul for a race never won
I begged for results, ignored the decay
Mistook endurance for pushing pain away
But in the silence, something survived,
“Love me before you decide if I’m right”

Dispel the lie that strength means control
Even the broken can start to feel whole
No wrong turn — just truth in disguise
I lost my way, but I opened my eyes

I’m the Center of Other World, alien awakening
Where fear and truth are both unfurled
Yes, the dark broke me down inside —
But it’s the place where the false parts died
Brutal bones now learn to bend
And grayish light can still transcend
You call it shadow —
I call it where I begin again

I’m made up of pixels from another dark planet
In a far-off galaxy, no maps to scan it
Connected to four pixel engines unknown
Each pulse a fragment of truths I’ve outgrown
Alien being in my own skin
Thought I was lost — but I’m changing within
Control was a cage I wore like a crown
But the moment I fell, I found solid ground
Still I hear it — the voice I denied,
“Love me before you judge what’s inside”

I’m the Center of Other World, alien awakening
Where broken truths are softly swirled
The dark once smothered, now it sings —
A quiet bloom beneath harsh things
You call it weakness —
I call it how I rise

“Love me before you judge me…”
Say it again until it’s real
Burden is invisible blessings in disguise —
The dark didn’t end me. It taught me to feel

I’m the Center of Other World, alien awakening
Where broken souls become pearls
The night once swallowed all I knew —
But it gave me something deep and true
Cracked open, at any cost
You feared the dark —
But I found light in its loss

Song Title:

Happiness Of Sadness

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An air of melancholy follows me home
In silent rooms, I roam alone
Sad with no cause, no clear reason why
And still, I smile beneath the cry

I’m happy to be sad, it’s strange but true
In shadow’s depth, I find what’s new
Because the joy that most don’t see
Lies deep inside the ache in me

I sacrifice the comfort seat
To dive in pain where meanings meet
Laidback dreams I push aside
To serve a truth I cannot hide

I'm the Spiritual Researcher
In the acid breath, I breathe
Peeling back illusions
To see what lies beneath
With paranoia as my leans
I analyze again
This flash of stars, this moody tide
Where delusions softly bend

Moody-Merry moods I wear
Super being in a broken stare
Pretentious thoughts, like flashy lights
Fade in the silence of the nights

Delusion of emission calls
Where shadows echo through the halls
I doubt, I dig, I break the frame
To learn that joy and grief are same

I crouch like tigers in disguise
Watching life through worried eyes
Each heartbeat holds a subtle clue
To things the surface can’t construe

I'm the Spiritual Researcher
In the acid breath, I breathe
Peeling back illusions
To see what lies beneath
With paranoia as my lens
I analyze again
This flash of stars, this moody tide
Where delusions softly bend

One teardrop, one plastered heart
On an endless scroll of ancient knowledge
Intelligence, a coded data

Whispers truth with no one to claim

I am not fooled by sunny skies
I read the storm behind the eyes
Each smile may wear a subtle ache
Each joy may hide a quiet fake

So let me walk this lonely trail
Where silence speaks and masks unveil
For every sadness, there’s a seed —
Of something pure the soul might need

I'm the Spiritual Researcher
In the bitter breath, I find
The truth that pain illuminates
What happy eyes leave blind
With data carved in midnight's ink
And thoughts too deep to share
I seek the root, I breathe the weight
So others breathe in air

My paranoia makes me extra careful…
…in analysing data

Song Title:

Night Diamond Crown

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Whispers crawl through velvet cracks
Tantalizing eyes in disguise
I wear a mask of calm and grace
But storms are rising in this face

Each step I take, a haunted drum
A silent war, where shadows come
My battles rage beneath my skin
To lose or win — is still within

Don’t fear the dark, come take my hand
The truth won’t shine, but you’ll understand
This crown was born from scars unseen
Where light is loud, but night is keen

I’m the Ruler of the Night
Where secrets breathe, and hearts ignite
I lure the lost with quiet fire
Their silent ache, my true empire
I conquered first what tore me down
Now in the dark, I wear my crown
Not by might, but by insight —
I rise, the Ruler of the Night

Argument burns in my chest
Pyrokinesis in unrest
I smile and hide the flame inside
The façade keeps the war denied

This wasteland of treasures I defend
Where envy snakes and love pretends
But I’ve walked through that poison rain
And turned that venom into reign

So come with wounds and come with weight
The dark won't judge — it liberates
Through inner conflict I was made
A king not born, but self-engraved

I’m the Ruler of the Night
Where secrets breathe, and hearts ignite
I lure the lost with quiet fire
Their silent ache, my true empire
I conquered first what tore me down
Now in the dark, I wear my crown
Not by might, but by insight —
I rise, the Ruler of the Night

In the secrets of the hidden dragon
I found the power I was dragging
Stubborn as the bull seal stands
I held my ruin in my hands

I’m the Ruler of the Night
Where broken stars still burn bright
Each soul I draw is one I know —
They see my wounds, and feel their glow
I conquered first my inner tide
That crowned me dark, that made me guide
This is no fear, no wrong, no right —
Just truth beneath the velvet night

Dark Beauty

Truth Wears A Hooded Cloak

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I was born where truth was drowned
Where silence screamed, and lies were crowned
Fooled by light that wasn’t real
Fed illusions I could feel

I wandered through the mirrored maze
Each step a trick, each thought a haze
The crowd was loud, my soul grew thin
Until the night let silence in

Now I cloak myself in a black hole
In stillness far from who they are
Detached from noise, I slip away —
A whisper torn from break of day

I am The True One, fading slow
Into the night where secrets glow
Beyond the veil, beyond the screen
Where falsehood ends and I begin
No more shrieks to pull me down
No more magic from the crown
The path I walk, I walk alone —
Through dark I rise, to truth I’m shown

Countdown to zero, breath held tight
A nervous flicker lost in flight
Turning my head — left, right, left
Haunted by shadows I never met

Imp triggers flash, then disappear
I blink away what isn’t near
Black moon watching overhead
I shed the tales that once I fed

They think escape is giving in
But I escaped to walk within
Through superstition, fear, and fire —
I found what truth will not retire

I am The True One, leaving sound
In silence where no lies are found
Beyond distraction, fear, and shame
The shadows whisper my true name
No more cloaks to hide my sight
I face the false, I hold the night
The path I walk, I walk unknown —
But through the dark, I’ve made it home

I was born in ignorance...
Fooled by light, and told to dance
I suffered in the silent scream
But now I’ve left the shattered dream

Now I walk — hooded, veiled in night
Black crystal staff, it swallows sight
Each step I take rewrites the law
Truth revealed in the shadows I saw

I am The True One, now awake
Beyond the dream I had to break
Detached from worlds that sold me lies
I walk alone, but I arise

No more shrieks to cloud my breath
No more fear disguised as depth
The door is closed, the dawn is done —
In night I found the only one:
The True One